I am becoming painfully aware of my place.  This sounds like a bad thing, but it is a blessing that I have utmost thanks for.  My awareness is that I am loved, that I am a child of the living God, and I am His.
This is the journey that I am on.  It can be painful, but it is in this pain that I am comforted.  It is in this place where I am intimately meeting with my Love, with my Lord.